2010 GIRL SCOUT COOKIES

So today. Woke up at 11, took a shower, made a BLT, Ryan came over around 1:30. Tobey had just got here n woke up Porter. We hung out for a bit then went down to the drainage thing n they skated. My interview was at 3 so went to that, I passed my 2nd interview n have my last one on Wed. Ryan filled out an Applebees application, then we went over to Pinstripe n Navida had Ryan trace some stuff n they liked what he could do. He spent the rest of the day in total awe cause hes an apprentice at a tattoo parlor, which is just insanely awesome lol. We went out to eat at the new Giovannis (probably spelt that wrong), it was soo nice lol I got egg plant something or another n he got shrimp something or another. Shortly after that he had to go home :( Lame. Uh, moved a couch with Porter, did dishes, swept the floor, did some laundry, sewed some more of Ryans shorts, hung up Mr Bojangles and my xmas lights, editing up skate pictures, now just wanting to go to bed.
Im seriously started to get insecure.. Things are far too good right now. Im incredibly close to landing a job, I live with people that actually want me around, schools in my near future, I have a great relationship and friendship with an amazing man that Im madly in love with, said amazing man gets along famously with my roommate who has certainly very quickly became one of my best friends, I have so many opportunities. Its damn near perfect. Im afraid. Im not used to things going well. Ryan said it, good things dont happen to good people lol. I dont want to lose any of this. I guess all I can do is do everything I can to let these people that are so good to me even tho they dont have to be know how much I appreciate them cause man I do. I am so grateful that Navida reached out to me and gave me the chance and so warmly let me into her heart and her home. Im so grateful that Porter has let me not only into his room but into his heart as well, I know he has my back n I know I can trust him. And Im so grateful that thru all of this crazyness Ryan has stayed my friend and continued to love me, I couldnt ask for anything better. All I can do is hope with all my hope that this is just a good thing and that things are just good, it happens right?

Sticky note. Top picture is SOOC. Dont really feel like talking about the note itself, you all know by now that I like to cook lol and that I need to learn to make steak

Goodnight now lol

So this is how you cook a steak. Are you listening Daniel's Broiler. Take meat rub in olive oil salt and pepper. NOT too much such and pepper just a dash. Cook under broiler turning occasionally for about 18 minutes (depending on thickness) then wrap in tin foil and leave for 5-6 minutes to rest. NOT over cook my damn steak take it to my table make me cut into it so all the juices run out just so you could shine your stupid flash light on it and make me say it was "perfect" Yeah you know what it was "prefect" at that second but you OVER COOKED IT so exactly two seconds after you left my steak was well done and dried out. Leather tasted better you stupid people at least leather doesn't taste like I am eating the Puget Sound!

Anyways....along with steak there is corn, fried red potatoes with leek, roman artichoke heart and cucumbers.

Oh yeah and this meal cost me guess guess you stupid Daniel's Broiler people! $100? NO! At the very most $7 per person. It was fresher and tasted a million times better and best of all I didn't have your incompetent staff pestering me at all the wrong times!

Hmmm ^_^